[quote=@souleaterfan320] I wish I could shift the mood from 'oh hey, I fucked up' to 'Hey, life's actually pretty great'. Things haven't been the same since my kids died and I lost my sanity. [/quote] I wouldn’t think they would be. That... Really sucks. [quote=@Etcetera] *Opens the door* You would think. [/quote] I would do that if I were you, normally.