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You speak wisdom my friend.... but... it's just so hard for me to trust anyone anymore. I trusted Kirina with everything.. and she ripped everything away, and took a whole lot more. I can't even sleep at night due to the night terrors.... the war with the GIA took my ability ot remain calm... the nightly sounds of ships exploding, knowing just how many people, then names of those aboard who were lost....How..how do I trust someone again after these things...?
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It’s good you are looking at the broken house, you acknowledged it. But you can’t completely remove the stuff without some handy tools, no? Slow down, and just start with one tiny piece. Its possible, remember that. You have time, whether you believe it or not.