[quote=@souleaterfan320] You speak wisdom my friend.... but... it's just so hard for me to trust anyone anymore. I trusted Kirina with everything.. and she ripped everything away, and took a whole lot more. I can't even sleep at night due to the night terrors.... the war with the GIA took my ability to remain calm... the nightly sounds of ships exploding, knowing just how many people, then names of those aboard who were lost....How..how do I trust someone again after these things...? .... [/quote] *Listens and sighs.* Well, I can't say to trust me with your life, but at least trust me a little to help you with this. One of my core vows is that unless I have reason, I refuse to intentionally cause someone permanent harm, be that physically... or mentally. I personally should know that trust isn't something one should hand over lightly or blindly.