[center][h2] HJ Twilight [/h2][/center] I sigh. "You think I don't know that? She always told me how hard it was. I knew the chiefs didn't like me, and I knew she spent a lot of her early tenure defending my name to those who questioned me, but I never realized just how bad it was." I look down thoughtfully. "So... Knowing what I know now, how our relationship caused so many problems... was this all my fault? Did I push Ava into this because I couldn't be the ideal partner for her? If I'd been more respectful, and wasn't so immature in some of my choices..."