[hider=MISFIT NATE][color=silver][center] [img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/200314/2af4784d1edc110e45d06b57bc98b1ce.png[/img] [sub][i]Nathan Matthews[/I][/sub] [img]https://i.imgur.com/EperHq7.png[/img] [sup][h3]19 • Male • Straight[/h3] (FC: Herman Tømmeraas; Dialogue: [color=AD5050][b]AD5050[/b][/color]) [/sup] ♫ [url=https://soundcloud.com/sons-of-bourbon/shared-loneliness][color=AD5050][i]This ain't love but it’s close enough. Let’s pretend til the morning comes. Then we’ll go our separate ways. Sharing beds, sharing loneliness.[/i][/color][/url] ♫[/center] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] reputation[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nathan is what you would call a mothers dream. He is tall somewhat handsome and gets good grades. If he still had a mother she would probably be bragging about him to everyone who would listen and Nathan would of course sit red faced and deny every bit of praise shot his way, because such is Nathan humble to the point of delusion of his own worth. He refuses to put himself over anyone else because he believes that his triumphs is solely based on luck and great timing, rather than his hard work and diligence. The one thing he took away from his father was that if you wanted a good life you had to work hard, nothing was ever going to be handed to you. So therefore Nathan almost never slacks of when it comes to work or school which can be to the annoyance of his friends when he says no to the second party in a row. Nate has a kindness to him which makes him extremely approachable and that might be why he always gives a cheery "Hello!" at you when you pass him in the hall. Though his cheery exterior is somewhat hard to crack since he keeps his chewy personal center mostly to himself, only his closest friends know about his family situation and he likes to keep it that way. He is also quite rancorous, if someone had been mean to him or otherwise done something that he does not agree with, he will hold it against that person until he is proven wrong. He can be a loyal friend but he can also drop you without a backwards glance if you piss him off enough. [/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] noteworthy appearance traits[/h3][/sub] [indent]Deep set eyes and a strong jawline[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color]favorite item[/h3][/sub] [indent]His Leica M240[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] current dilemma[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nate is struggling with the fact that he is leaving his sister home alone with their father. He worries that she’ll have to fend for herself.[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] warning[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nate has a very short fuse so if you rub him the wrong way he will explode on you.[/indent][/indent] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] quirks[/h3][/sub] [indent][list][*] Hums when he concentrates [*] Documents everything through his camera [*] Has a big apetite[/list][/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] hobbies[/h3][/sub] [indent][list][*] Photography [*] Writing [*] Beach parties [*] Blogging (He has a food/photo blog) [*] Late night snack runs [/list][/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] dreams[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nathan dreams of seeing the world, he wants to make up for always being stuck at home to look after his sister. He wants to take a gap year before college to travel but he is unsure if that is the right thing for him to do, this trip is his way of testing the waters.[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] fears[/h3][/sub] [indent]His biggest fear is to be alone, that his sister and he will grow apart and that his friends and he will lose touch after this trip. [/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] likes/dislikes[/h3][/sub] [indent][color=00a651]✔[/color] Running [color=00a651]✔[/color] Kissing [color=00a651]✔[/color] Eating out ( at a restaurant…silly) [color=ed1c24]✖[/color] His father [color=ed1c24]✖[/color] Cold showers [color=ed1c24]✖[/color] Birds [/indent] [/indent] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] occupation[/h3][/sub] [indent]”Blogger/Influencer”, Barista at a small coffee shop[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] family[/h3][/sub] [center][img]https://i.imgur.com/f6gXfAo.png[/img] [sub][color=AD5050]Father - Liam Matthews | Sister - Addison Matthews[/color][/sub][/center] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] brief history[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nathan was born in to the middle class family of Liam and Molly Matthews and had a normal childhood and even had the great pleasure to have a cute baby sister enter his life. So he and his sister Addison had the start of a quite normal and happy childhood until tragedy happened when he was six, his mother was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer at a routine checkup. And though she put up a good fight for a year or so she eventually succumbed to the demon growing inside of her and she passed away. Naturally the family was broken down in despair Molly Matthews was the guiding light for so many people and mostly so for Nathan's father Liam who took the death of his darling wife so hard he went in to a depression so deep that he was not recognizable, he lost his job as an high school psychology teacher and subsequently lost the house in which they had been living in, which meant they had to move in with Nathan's grandparents. His father never really recovered from his wife's death and spent most of the day lying in bed being unreachable and while Nathan would never go as far as to say that it was neglect, he cannot say that his father raised him. That lot fell on his loving grandparents. But as time wore on his grandparents grew weary of Liam's behavior and eventually made him go back to his teachers job, which meant they had to move away to Los Angeles where a new school graciously hired his father. Uprooting Nathan just as he was about to enter high school, so when they arrived in this small town Nathan had a chance to start over and he was hell bent on creating a better life for him and his sister here! Fortunately Beverly Hills High had some really awesome people and he got a few friends he was certain he wanted to keep for life. With his father working all the time now to provide for them Nathan now had to take care of not only himself but also for his sister Addison, and why he would never say that this was a bother to him. He was robbed of his childhood as he had to grow up far too early than a normal boy should have to. Now in his late teens he is very protective of his sister and will go through anything to aid her in whatever she asks of. But his relationship with his father is forever tarnished and Nathan can't see a way that this could be mended.[/indent][/indent] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] extra information[/h3][/sub] [indent][url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c7AKy_WyIas]Honey won’t you let me in[/url] - The Tallest Man on Earth, for those staring out the window times![/indent] [/indent][/color][/hider] [hider=Nate’s Journal] [CENTER][img]https://i.imgur.com/k14dBQa.png[/img] [sub][COLOR=AD5050][i]"I need to get these thoughts down or I will explode"[/i][/COLOR][/sub] [color=AD5050][b]|[/b] ☮ Friends ☮ [b]|[/b] ♫ Best Friends ♫ [b]|[/b] § Tense § [b]|[/b] ♥ Crush ♥ [b]|[/b] ☠ Enemies ☠[/color][/CENTER] [table][row][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/abuQ5oQ.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][color=ff4500]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] AJ Tyler [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [color=ff4500]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I] [/I][hr][/sub][/COLOR][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Sat May 20 2018 6:42pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][i]”So who knew smashing things with a baseball bat would render amazing photos? And by things I mean a really expensive car! When AJ got dumped a few weeks back. I noticed a steep decline in shitty jokes and dares being played out. The boy was depressed. And don’t get me wrong AJ is a shithead… but he’s kind of my shithead and I feel real bad for him. So yesterday at school I asked if he wanted to come with me to the junkyard to take some cool action shots. I told him to bring stuff he could smash and something to smash it with. I didn’t really expect him to show up with his ex’s favorite car and a baseball bat. Apparently it would help him heal he said. Really cool photos though. ” [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color] ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center] [/i][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/4onGRh6.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=5C6F8E]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Chrysler Reyes [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=5C6F8E]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Wed September 5th 2018 6:50pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][i][color=silver]“Today at lunch Valeria told me Chris’ name isn’t short for Christoffer or Christian you know… as you could assume. No it is actually short for Chrysler… as in the car…. and the building. I mean I am all for creative names, and like it really suits him being an aspiring mechanic and all. I mean I don’t know him that well really but he’s always been really nice to me. We exchange pleasantries whenever I decide to go to parties. Also he took a look at my car when it was making this horrible noise whenever i pulled the handbrake. He said I would get the friends and family discount… which meant free. But I need to find a way to repay him somehow! Maybe he needs a tutor or something… it’s the only thing I have to offer really.”[/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ [/color]✰ ✰ ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/i][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/S4MeWaO.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=D52759]♥[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Valeria Drake [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=D52759]♥[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Mon May 6th 4:34pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][i][color=silver][i]“You know… something strange happened today. Me and Leon rolled into school together as we always do and usually Valeria joins as soon as we walk in. Keeping as close to Leon as she possibly can. And it is no secret that I find that pretty annoying, like can you be more obvious with your lust? It’s almost as if I need to carry around a mop and follow behind her so no one slips. Anyway… where was I? Oh yeah so today she wasn’t there waiting for us? Instead she pretended we didn’t exist when we saw her. It was probably something I said or did… she always has choice words for everything I do. And it didn’t help that she was the one who convinced me to tell Josie how I felt about her, which didn’t really help with my annoyance with the girl. But then again… maybe… did she and Leon finally do the deed after prom? And now… it got awkward? I’ll have to look into this!”[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color] ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡[/color] 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲 🗲 🗲[/color] 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/i][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/scS9Wve.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=5F722C]♫[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Sami Alejandro [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=5F722C]♫[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Fri May 17 2019 7:57pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][color=silver][i]“They always tell me ‘Nate you need to relax. Stop being so tightly wound!’. But usually it is said like an insult. But when Sami tells me to relax it is usually accompanied by a beer and a sandwich. Where am I going with this? Oh yeah, he is a true friend. He said he wanted to go to this party at AJ's this weekend and I guess I can’t say no can I? One: I've said no the last 3 times he asked to do something, Two: AJ will throw one of his famous tantrums if I don't show up again. Maybe I can get by with being the designated driver...we'll see”[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color][/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/mr2TbSi.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=376569]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Ivy Kungo [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=376569]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Thu February 20th 2019 11:23pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][color=silver][i]"I think Ivy had a fight with her step-dad tonight. She came knocking at my window again. And even though she didn’t say anything about it… I could see it in her weak smile. I don’t really care I love having her over. Take tonight for example she jumped through my window and we just spent the whole night laughing our heads of to stupid youtube videos and stuffing our faces with snacks that she had brought. It’s just always so easy with Ivy… like there is no bullshit between us. And honestly we can sit in silence for hours reading or just listening to music without any of us saying a single thing and still we walk away having had an awesome evening, that is true friendship! I have to say though… as I look at her sleeping figure in [i]my[/i] bed while I try to get comfortable on this lumpy couch: At least I get to ride into school in style tomorrow!"[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color] ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡ ♡[/color] ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/Rdz3HL0.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=BD8C7D]§[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Josie Durham [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=BD8C7D]§[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Sun April 7th 2019 2:27pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][color=silver][i]"So… I fucked up. Like majorly! Fuck…. fucking…. fuck. My best friend in like…. the whole of everything. And I ruined it! For what a fucking crush that I’ve had since 7th grade? I should have just left it like I was planning to. But then Valeria was so fucking pushy ‘You won’t know until you try...blah’ I should never have taken advice from someone that small. Damn it… I guess it is what it is. Fuck I promised to pick Addison up after her shift at the pet inn tomorrow. I guess I can never go in there again… I’ll have to sit outside and wait as a creep! Maybe I am a creep and that’s why Josie rejected me. I’ll never get that look on her face out of my head… so disappointed. Fuck… I hate myself."[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color] ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡ ♡ ♡ ♡[/color] ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 [/color]🗲[/color][/center][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/FgDtjLu.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=a0410d]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Aleks Belikov [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=a0410d]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Fri April 26th 2019[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][color=silver][i]“So I’ve been pretty down lately after what happened with Josie. I’ve not been around the others for some time. I’ve just been moping around the house after school. And I guess Aleks must’ve noticed because he showed up at my doorstep today with a case of beer. We drove up into the hills and we sat on the hood of his car drinking beer. He listened to me rant about all of my insecurities and then he drove me home. I don’t think he knows how much I appreciated that. I feel so much better now. But it made me aware of something. I don’t know much about him and now he knows [i]a lot[/i] about me. There are rumors circulating around of him being a Russian spy… but then again I don’t think the information about me being deeply jealous of my best friend will do the Motherland any good.”[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ [/color]✰ ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡[/color] ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/reUWf6u.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=43DDBB]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Reyna Rosales [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=43DDBB]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Wed March 14th 2019 11:45pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][color=silver][i]“Aaah tonight was good! I got to have dinner with a good friend at one of my favorite restaurants! I am so lucky that Reyna’s family owns Mi Casa! Not only do they treat me really nicely they give me 20% off my bill… every time. During dinner I had the chance to tell her off for the latest huge blowout she had with AJ in the parking lot. It led to us having our own squabble but it got resolved when our dessert arrived. I mean I get it… AJ can be… a dick. But screaming at him in public so I have to get between them is just so...so tiring. She promised to make it up to me by making her bomb BLT’s next week.” [/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰[/color] ✰ ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲[/color] 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/OhFW0CX.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=50C878]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Chloé Beauchêne [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=50C878]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Sat May 18th 2:55pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][color=silver][i]“Why am I like this? This is what I get for going out drinking and ‘letting loose’. AJ’s party that Sami dragged me to turned out to be a fucking rager. AJ had apparently gotten a shipment of cheap european beers! And would you know those made me… uhm frisky. So after a few of those Danish beers I was gone. And all of a sudden I was tongue deep in my photography friend Chloé’s mouth together with one of her other friends. Ugh… and I know what people say about her and I feel real bad for playing into that. Damn it! We are supposed to go to that photography exhibit next week. Well I guess it’ll be 2 hours of raw awkwardness! Which I guess I should be used to by now. But still… Why?!” [/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰[/color] ✰ ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡ ♡ ♡[/color] ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲 🗲[/color] 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/rtfiR7s.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=ffff1e]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Emilia Seger [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=ffff1e]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Sat May 4th 2019 1:47am[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][color=silver][i]“So prom was a farce. Who knew people really, really cared about who got king and queen. Because Emilia’s boyfriend Brandon sure fucking did. So much so that he dumps one of the most genuine, kind and… let’s face it, most beautiful girls at school! In front of everyone. Poor Em rushed out without any of us being able to talk to her. I guess she’ll need some space. I always knew he was a tool… I even have proof. The pictures I took at the homecoming game for the school paper shows as much. He and Kayleigh where not even smart enough to hide it. Fuck…. should I have shown her the picture that time she came around to steal some of my other photos? Would that have spared her this heartbreak. I don’t know.”[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰[/color] ✰ ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡[/color] ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲 [/color]🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/57r8f0S.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=AD5050]☠[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Nathan Matthews [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=AD5050]☠[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Tue January 1st 1:36pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][i][color=silver][i]“So I just realized as I lay here, pantless in bed. Maybe still a little bit drunk from last night. That this will be my last semester of high school! And what have I to show for my whole school career? Good grades and a fucked up social life? This is the moment… this right here. I have decided in this pantless state, smelling like old stale fries. This semester I will change! Go to parties! Go surfing more! Flunk a quiz! No… no maybe not that! But this semester will be different!”[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color][/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/color][/center][/i][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/Wat1nzl.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=ff7f50]♫[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Ava Esposito [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=ff7f50]♫[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Thu July 28th 2016[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][i][color=silver][i]“Today something big happened. Ava came out to me… like out of the closet. I’d be lying if I said I was shocked. It’s not like it was obvious or anything but I’ve known Ava for such a long time that it just felt like something clicked and was just… right? Of course she didn’t like my reaction I just said ‘I know’ because I kinda did. She said she had taken so long to tell me because she thought I would judge her. That’s so stupid! Why would I judge her? For something she doesn’t have any control over! It’s not like I have any say whatsoever about this. But that’s how it’s always been Ava comes to me looking for answers and it’s been like that since we were 6. But this is something she has to figure out on her own I’m afraid. I hope she knows that I love her no matter what.”[/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color][/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡ ♡ ♡[/color] ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/i][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/lihg3OL.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=1E90FF]♫[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Leon Barnes [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=1E90FF]♫[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Sun March 7th 7:46pm 2019 [/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][i][color=silver][i]“Look… I love the guy but sometimes Leon annoys me more than anyone. It’s like he plays up the dumb because he thinks that gets him further with some people. And I guess what annoys me most of all is that is fucking always works. He doesn’t have to try most of the time he just glides smoothly through life. And it’s always been like that ever since he moved in next door. It just feels like when we were 10 we were on equal footing but as we’ve grown up side by side he has gotten so much further than me. I don’t know I’m probably being silly and anxious as always. He is like a brother to me and he is a little older than me so maybe it’s just another case of middle child syndrome.” [/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ ✰ ✰[/color][/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=mediumvioletred]♡ ♡[/color] ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲[/color] 🗲 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/i][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][row][cell][color=2c2c2c]placeholder[/color][hr][img]https://i.imgur.com/j8Vg5Iv.png[/img][hr][center][COLOR=SILVER][sub][COLOR=980404]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro]|[/color] Katie Callaghan [color=gainsboro]|[/color] [COLOR=980404]☮[/color] [color=gainsboro][sup]______________________________________________________[/sup][/color] [I][/I][hr][/sub][/color][/center][/cell][cell][COLOR=AD5050][INDENT][B][SUP][SUB][H3]Thu March 11th 6:02pm[/H3][/SUB][/SUP][/B][/INDENT][hr][/COLOR][INDENT][INDENT][i][color=silver][i]“How can you find someone so fascinating and yet so exhausting at the same time? Today I had lunch together with Katie and we spent almost the whole hour talking about how her boyfriend Carter was being a huge dick because he didn’t show as much passion for the spring musical as she did. I mean who could blame him he isn’t even in the damn thing but of course, Katie has been cast in the leading role. My guess is that poor Carter is struggling to find something other than ‘Uh-huh’ or ‘Yeah I agree’ because I sure had a hard time too. I mean her passion for what she does is what I love about her but man… sometimes you have to reel her back. And let me tell you I do not envy Carter when she gets on her bullshit.” [/i][/color] [center] [color=gray]𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 | [b][color=yellow]✰ ✰ ✰ [/color]✰ ✰[/b] 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 | ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 | [color=red]🗲 🗲[/color] 🗲 🗲 🗲[/color][/center][/i][/indent][/indent] [/cell][/row][/table][/HIDER]