Lydia looked around at the crowd staring at her, her vision blurring for a moment before she closed her eyes and ran off, the crowd not even trying to stop her. Everything was going to hell. She couldn't go ten minutes without getting into a fight and now the Maitlands were probably going to turn her in. 

She only stopped running once she had reached a part of the mall no one went to, trembling in anger and shame. "Fuck!" She yelled, punching the wall hard enough to bruise and break skin. A choked sob escaped her before she sat on the floor, crying into her knees. "I'm a fucking idiot. I'm sorry, Beej."