Hearing the venom-laced words only made her flinch as he questioned on if she had amnesia. Shuffling uncomfortably, she didn’t think he would talk to her, she had only wanted to put food and water and some form of warmth down for him and leave. The guilt was eating away at her and she let a sigh escape her lips not looking at him, she couldn’t as it only broke her heart. [color=f49ac2]“Cas I…”[/color] Rubbing her arm as she leaned against the wall of the basement for support as she was tired and ashamed. [color=f49ac2]“That was never a lie, I did not know who I was. I still don’t remember everything fully, but I know enough now.”[/color] 

Glancing at him she could see the blood, the way he was tied and bound like some outlaw and it only caused more hurt. [color=f49ac2][i]Not as much hurt as I have probably caused him though.[/i][/color] [color=f49ac2]“That morning, when I looked quite ill. When your fath… the King came in. I had remembered that evening.”[/color] Shaking her head as she stopped herself from talking, he probably doesn’t want to know. [color=f49ac2][i]He doesn’t care not after what I did.[/i][/color] Sliding down the wall into a seated position she placed her head in her hands as the realisation came to her that she had ruined everything. [color=f49ac2]“I’m sorry.”[/color] Choking out her words as she kept her head in her hands, [color=f49ac2]“I know it’s not good enough, it will never be enough for what I have done. I… I never lied about my condition…”[/color] [color=f49ac2][i]Nor my feelings, but should I say that? He won’t care. [/i][/color]

Lifting her head from her hands she glanced back at Caspain only feeling regret for going through with the plan. Allowing Ethan to talk her into it had been the biggest regret of hers so far, not that she could remember any other regrets. Not yet anyway. [color=f49ac2]“Look, I just came here to give you food and water and some warmth, you don’t have to take it. I understand. Just…  I… Never mind.”[/color]

“IRIS”

Flinching as she heard the shout of her father’s voice, she scrambled to her feet, it was then she realised what he was expecting. [color=f49ac2][i]Breakfast, I used to always make some sort of breakfast in the mornings. Surely, he knew about the amnesia. He must know I don’t remember everything right? Unless is he mad about something else? I don’t know.[/i][/color] Looking towards the door of the basement she was unsure on if she should answer him and she felt a bit cautious even though he was her father. 

Taking a moment, she listened out to hear if he called again, but thankfully he didn’t. [color=f49ac2][i]Perhaps he assumed I was still asleep? Why am I afraid? Well. I don’t think I am. It just feels strange and I guess I’m unsure of things at the moment.[/i][/color] Sighing softly, she looked back at Caspain she hated seeing him like this, this was all her fault he was in this mess and she couldn’t fix it.