I think the most self-fulfilling part of Roleplaying is about writing and the feeling associated with said action. Like most of the time, I feel what I write is pretty shitty while others are just outright on a different level. I do understand that this notion of thinking probably derived from a lack of self-confidence. But, once every a blue moon, out of nowhere, I just wrote so well, not even my role model's post can topple what I just regurgitate after a losing game.  And I feel good you know. Knowing what you are capable of, that put a smile on my face.