I do understand if this is due to me being uh... Not able to write good plots or they are only one character or whatever.  But I feel a little ignored and I don't know what to do at this point and such.  Honestly, I'm just 15 and it can be hard when you're young and creative. I just want to enjoy a roleplay with someone and I do embrace myself to see other's checks ofc.   But that's about it.

It's just that my interest checks being ignored or nobody cares or...Not interested.  Honestly, if I were to be older it would've been better!  I mean,  I might put myself under a wrong impression to be honest.    I do feel bad about myself and I've always felt this.  Is this what it feels like to be young? To be rejected because of your age,  I do know that people seek 18+ stuff but that's not my problem. Or even not comfy with kids.  I just feel that it's hurting me in a sense.   I have meet likeminded people who've been ignored as well in a few forums.   It pains me though,  being either young or maybe incompetent but I'm not.   I have potential like everyone else but that's about it.

I know what you've probably thought and it seems dumb to complain or maybe there's another problem I'm not addressing.  Someone will always take my offer but at dark times it feels so hopeless while I struggle a lot.  I've been to multiple forums and sure,  it kind of feels like it's the same.  Of course, I have been accepted into roleplaying but sometimes,  it feels a little alone at times.

Thanks for reading this message, if you've felt the same well feel free to make me less alone.