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Shinji:
Well, for one, I know what this city resembles. Its a part of my inner psyche that stands as the 'skeleton' for my mind. The infestations are manifestation of me allowing myself to slide on my morals and boundaries... or so I think.
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Hmmmmm, that might be, whether it is or not is up to you to decide though. Also, not to dampen your spirits or anything, but the personal realization I was talking about would moreso be you recognising or coming to terms with a part of yourself that you wouldn't have considered previously.
Making connections is a good first step though.