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Towards the back of the library, Felix had made a small den of books. He had maee it to the University with even more time to spare, thanks in no small part to his anger at the woman. But like most emotions he stuffed it back inside as he put his mind to learning several new subjects and enchancing his understanding of old ones. In truth, he knew how unhealthy course, his studies of psychology made that perfectly clear, but there was too much for him to deal with at this point. It was nearly twelve years since he had begun doing this, ten years of repressed emotions that he could not let loose on the world. 

He should have followed the unwritten rules of society with that woman. What he knew from his studies trying to understand people said that you should apologise when people ask you to, even if it isn't your fault. But this desire, this addiction, to challenging himself got in the way. Why did she have to be such a powerhouse of a woman, the Athena to his Arachnee? He didn't think he was attracted to her in a sexual manner, as he had repressed his carnal desires with his emotions... for the most part.

Perhaps it was a blessing Manann would be taking him across to the realm beyond. The world didn't need to deal with the retched beast that would come forth when his dammed emotions finally broke out.