[i][b]Entry No.4 7.9.2020[/b]
Can't be angry, or I deserve to be slapped. Can't be sad or scared; show weakness, or I'm pathetic. Can't be happy, smiles are suspicious. Love is a lie, and so is hope. So what do they want me to be, if not a husk void of emotion?

...Hm, might as well write real stories here, before another misfortune gives me a chance to kill myself.

- Jay[/i]