Iris wanted to chase after Cas, she wanted to talk to him alone to her something was wrong, and she just wanted to clear the air between them but it was hard to do so whilst in the company of others. It would also ease her worry because she wanted to know if they were okay and if they were still going to try to be together as already her thoughts had taken a turn for the worst assuming he no longer liked her. Iris had already started to think to herself how she wouldn’t be good for him and being together wouldn’t work out as already keeping it a secret was causing problems, that was what she assumed. [color=f49ac2][i]Is this how it would always be if we are together would this be us? Some secret, unable to do things normally? We wouldn’t be able to go on a date, we can’t just show how we feel for one another. I don’t just want us to be some dirty little secret. Though his father would never allow him to be with me[/i][/color]. 

Thoughts crossed through her mind as she felt herself worry about them being in a relationship, frowning slightly she knew she should try to be happy after all she was alive and should be thankful for that. They had saved her from what she knew to be a death penalty. Though what else did she really have now? No parents, no home and certainly no money. Now she wasn’t even sure if she had Cas anymore with how he was reacting. Turning back to Miles she smiled as he made the teasing comment, [color=f49ac2]“Maybe I do, much better company than you that’s for certain.”[/color] 

Relaxing on the sofa she sighed to herself wondering just what was wrong with Cas, [color=f49ac2]“I’m only kidding. I suppose staying here hasn’t been horrible. I’m just a little worried about Cas, something seems off with him.”[/color] Glancing back towards the door she wished she had the courage to ask him what was wrong, but maybe she had been overreacting. [color=f49ac2]“I guess I’m also a little worried about what happens to me now you know? Now lockdown is lifted does this mean I can go back home? I can’t live on your sofa forever.”[/color] These were all valid questions she had, but she knew she was asking them to deflect away from being worried about Cas as she hadn’t meant to voice her concern out loud. [color=f49ac2][i]Maybe he will just think I’m a concerned friend[/i][/color]. 

[color=f49ac2]“I also can’t keep borrowing all of your sister’s clothes, I’m sure she will start to notice, and it would only mean trouble for you and everyone else involved which I don’t want.”[/color] Grimacing slightly at the idea of still borrowing his sisters clothes and staying on his sofa for longer, a part of her wanted her own space but she couldn’t just say that as she didn’t want to sound ungrateful because he had put her up for all this time.