[quote=@Stabby] Well yea, it's like being given a mountain of homework after you've already made other plans. *I don't reappear, but you can still hear me.* And I can understand on an emotional level that you can't just shift priorities, but I honestly do think that just leaving you to it might produce results faster. You seem to want to do things your own way, and frankly us arguing about how this process should be attempted is just going to waste time. So in the interest of getting somewhere, please attempt this as you want. You'll learn faster from first hand experience about what is and isn't effective for your own mental health, and in doing so will probably be more comfortable with the process. I'll still be around to explain things and help if you ask, but this stuff really is up to you in the end, even for as much as I might want to guide you through it. [/quote] Shinji: ...fine. truth be told, I believe this is all a waste of time, considering that Fairy Blue is most likely capable of helping in every aspect of this; but sure, lets do this.