[color=f49ac2]“I’ve been here the whole time.”[/color] Iris smiled looking up as Cas backed up her claim, thankfully he seemed to buy it but then had they not been so intoxicated from a number of items they would have caught them out easily. Though she couldn’t imagine them sneaking around with his friends more aware of their surroundings because it never would have worked. [color=f49ac2]“I’m so glad I didn’t partake in all of this; I would hate to feel so out of it.”[/color] Even as she spoke, she knew she had been out of it before, but for different reasons. Back in the prison she had been in some sort trance not really understanding her own actions as she remembered the incident with the glass, her mind had been so set on what she was planning to do with it that it scared her thinking back on it. 

[color=f49ac2]“As Cas said I can’t even leave the room. I have nowhere to go.”[/color] Although she tried to smile and keep the comment light-hearted there was home truth in there she truly hated. There was nowhere for her to go, she didn’t want to live in Miles’ bedroom forever plus she wanted the option of having her own clothes again, her own space to deal with everything that had happened because she knew she was just adding yet another plaster to a wound that was about to burst open.

It was a nice evening overall even if she didn’t eat much or drink the champagne, even though she didn’t join in with the opiates she still managed to have a laugh with everyone. Both Jay and Miles were quite entertaining when they were off their face and she spent a lot of the evening thinking about what could have happened had her and Cas not been interrupted in the bathroom. The thought of it still made her feel warm inside because she had wanted it, she still thought about it and she had to hide her disappointment when Cas had to leave for the night. Iris hadn’t been too fussed at Jay leaving, but Cas was a different story to her. 

Miles hadn’t been much company after they had left, she knew that they had partied hard so to speak so she left Miles to it passed out sprawled over his bed sleeping it off. Settling down herself on the sofa once more she tried to get some rest she found herself experiencing some pleasant dreams, reliving the moment in the bathroom with Cas as they risked enjoying a moment together in the danger of his friends catching them. They had been some enjoyable dreams before things started to get worse, nightmares and worries seeping into her mind causing her to toss and turn in the night. 

Even as the time passed bringing the next day Iris had yet to get some proper rest, it was slowly getting to her chipping away as each day passed. In all honesty she had slept right since being in the Capital, she knew right now she was safe, but it wasn’t something she could register. In all honesty Iris didn’t know what would make her feel safe, but it was hard when she was a fugitive hiding in someone’s bedroom. Rubbing her eyes, she couldn’t help but sigh sat upon the sofa, she was getting frustrated stuck in the same room and she craved going outside, but she knew it wasn’t an option right now.