Moving from the sofa Iris found herself walking towards the window with the tiny bit of light that was seeping through, troubled from her dreams she touched the fabric of the curtain so she could look outside, somewhere she had been for a while. The sun was dawning across the land and the Kinders did own quite a lot, it wasn’t as huge as the palace Caspian lived in, but it was more than enough for anyone. Listening out to the birds chirping away she watched trees blow in what she could assume was a morning breeze enjoying the serene morning as Miles seemed undisturbed for now. [color=f49ac2][i]I’m not over his death yet, that has to be why he keeps haunting my dreams of a night. Am I still guilty over it?[/i][/color] Furrowing her brow as she touched her forehead contemplating why she could still picture her father calling her a disappointment. Iris knew the truth deep down, that it was because she still blamed his death on her as if she had pulled the trigger and killed him herself. It wasn’t the case, far from it, but so far she couldn’t convince herself otherwise and she knew it would continue to eat away at her until she accepted it. That was something she couldn’t see herself doing for a long time. [color=f49ac2][i]Let’s just get ready for the day[/i][/color]. Diverting her thoughts as she looked away from the window she calmly walked over to where her borrowed clothes were placed being careful not to wake Miles up unnecessarily as he would rouse on his own soon. Debating on the few choices left she could see both options had to be considered quite fashionable, they were both dresses one in a black colour and the other a jade green. Bold choices for her, but she didn’t want to disturb Miles and ask for more clothes when there were still a few options left. Iris had come to realise his sister never seemed to wear just simple clothes, there was always some element of elegance to the outfit. Grabbing the black dress, she moved confidently over to the bathroom enjoying the fact she felt more comfortable here than she had when she first arrived. Locking the door behind her she wasted no time in getting herself ready for the day by hopping into the shower letting the strong pressure of the water hit against her skin. It was like she was washing away her worries alongside as she focused on thinking positive thoughts, twisting them to something happy and not depressing like past events in which she had no control in changing. It hadn’t taken her long to finally get ready and she wasn’t surprised at seeing Miles awake on the bed browsing through his phone when she left the bathroom dressed for the day. The black number she had chosen was a fitted dress though it did hang loosely in places as she was not the exact same size as his sister, thankfully though it did fit. [color=f49ac2]“Morning Miles! Honestly does your sister not own anything… simple? Or boring should I put it.”[/color] Making a joke as she walked over grabbing the remote for the TV that was on his bedside table turning it on to let the noise drown out the silence of the room. [color=f49ac2]“Hey Miles?”[/color] Frowning as she just realised, he was focused on something on his phone as he hadn’t reacted to her joke. Edging closer she glanced over at the phone seeing Caspians name in the corner and she felt her heart stop, worried that something had happened as Miles had been focused on the text. Unable to stop herself she read the message biting her lip as it mentioned how something had come up, for a minute she had thought on his father finding out he had been a part of her escape. Thoughts ran wild, but she shook her head telling herself that couldn’t be the case as it said he would be over in the evening, so it meant nothing really bad had to have happened. [color=f49ac2]“Maybe it’s just lessons again?”[/color] “Hah! Yeah! Just threw me off, I guess. I’m sure he’s alright. Just me and you for the day then. What do you wanna do?” Miles grinned throwing his phone to one side still feeling a slight concern for his friend, but as Iris had said it was more than likely lessons had come up again. Or maybe his father had experienced another episode and was quite sickly today.