[quote=@Stabby] At least you can acknowledge that. For many, they struggle with that first step, and almost never take the ones that follow. Because the point of this isn't to fix anything, it's to stablize it enough so that you can properly make decisions again. This means coming to terms with who you currently are, and who you want to be from here on out. [/quote] Shinji: Truth be told... I dont really care who I am at the end of this. It doesnt matter. I'm just going to finish my term at the EDB, retire, then retreat to a remote island, never ot be heard from again.