[quote=@Stabby] Neither should I, but that's not the point. The point is that you need to at least come to terms with some of these things, regardless of if you plan to dissappear to or otherwise at the end of all this. [/quote] Shinji: I [i]need[/i] to? What exactly do I need to come to terms with? Am I not free to live the remainder of my life how I want?