[quote=@souleaterfan320] Shinji: I [i]need[/i] to? What exactly do I need to come to terms with? Am I not free to live the remainder of my life how I want? [/quote] *Facepalms.* Ok, [i]maybe[/i] I could have used a better choice of words there. But the point is that it would benifit you regardless, especially when it comes to your mental health, which is what I'm trying to help with. Albeit not as successfully as I might have hoped.