[quote=@Stabby] Look, I've said it before and I'll say it again. I understand that life can be absolute shit sometimes, to the point that it's worse then dying. So I'm not about to be selfish and ask you to keep living just to ease my conscience. But by damn I still care about you, and at this point I'm not gonna just let you go out with a whimper just before the finish line. To go out without much of an impact or even a loss of impact would be terrible after the ammount of time you've held on and the things you've suffered through. So try to just give yourself a breather, a break, so that you can finish things properly. Whatever you decide to do after that point will be your choice, and for as much as I might hate it, I'll do my damn best to respect it. ...it'll hurt, but loss isn't something people can avoid, especially if they have those they care about. [/quote] shinji: .....I just find it so hard to believe that you care so much about me. you just met me, yet... you're risking for me. why? where did I earn that...?