[hr][color=coral][sup][h1][center][img]https://i.pinimg.com/originals/64/72/2f/64722f8fe88db6c1178fbae5ff6cd06e.gif[/img][/center] [b][center][color=black]𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐚[/color] [color=#93E9BE]𝐂𝐨𝐧[/color][color=#8ee4c0]𝐟𝐞𝐬[/color][color=#8adfc2]𝐬𝐢𝐨[/color][color=#86dac4]𝐧𝐬 𝐢[/color][color=#7fd2c7]𝐧 𝐏𝐚[/color][color=#7bcdc8]𝐬𝐭𝐚[/color][/center][/b][/h1][/sup][/color][color=#A9A9A9][sub][color=#93E9BE][b]ᴄᴀɴɴɪʙɪꜱᴛʀᴏ[/b][/color][/sub] [sub][right][color=#7bcdc8][b]ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄᴏᴛᴛᴏɴ ᴄᴀɴᴅʏ[/b][/color][/right][/sub][/color] [sup][sup][sup][sup][sup][sup][hr][/sup][/sup][/sup][/sup][/sup][/sup] [color=#A9A9A9][indent][indent][indent]Walks should always end in some kind of catharsis or epiphany, especially autumnal walks. Something about the crisp air and the burnt leaves shaking loose from their boughs at the trembling wind carried a wisdom to it. It carried the voice of the universe. Yet, Jormungandr felt further lost to the throes of an existential crisis, to the unfair grasp of family he loved but could not have. Hel touched fingertips to his before reeling away. Guilt ached in his stomach, grumbling its discomfort. That Jormungandr would feel worse at the prospect of his sister reaching out only to carry that with him in childish contempt made for a nasty concoction of guilt and the feeling of someone scorned. If a damnable walk wouldn’t clear his head, Jormungandr would have to settle with cooking. And more cooking. Maybe a little too much cooking because now he had giant balls of dough just out on his counter waiting to be cut into freshly made pasta. He shouldn’t have closed early. Now he felt bad on two fronts. With a sigh, Jormungandr began kneading the dough to its right consistency until he could feed it through his little pasta maker. The man dwarfed his equipment, yet he still somehow managed to glide through the kitchen with airy effort and gentle care. Despite the sadness that ached him and settled in the lines of his face, Jormungandr still poured his love into each and every dish. Nothing less for anyone; he’d keep the tears from the pasta, maybe save that for his dinner later. Whilst the downcast form of the norse god worked on his craft, one rather excitable con-man had snuck up behind him, hand reaching up to his mouth as he tried desperately not to let out the laugh that threatened to burst from his chest. A mischievous glint brimmed just under the surface of Hermes’ gaze as he revelled in the pleasure of being able to slip in unnoticed. It reminded him of those times when he had traced the furtive footsteps of lowly thieves, giving them a nudge of good luck so that they would be able to take that coveted loaf of bread or pouch of precious coins without fear of persecution. Finally reaching the taller male, blue eyes peered round his well-defined shoulders to focus on the rhythmical movement of skilled hands as they folded and refolded the dough. It was surprisingly relaxing to watch someone work so cleanly and effortlessly, and he couldn’t help but admire his ability to focus so dedicatedly on one task. It required a patience that Hermes had never, and was unlikely to ever, possess. [color=7bcdc8]“Watcha cooking?”[/color] His voice abruptly broke the near silence, chin practically resting on Jormungandr's shoulder as he spoke up. [color=7bcdc8]"Need any help? I’ve been told I’m good with my hands..."[/color] The trickster god couldn't help the gentle tease that slipped from his mouth, corners of his lips pulling into a small smile at his words. The offer was, unfortunately, an empty one, for his skill in the kitchen was akin to that of an easily distracted toddler. At best he would simply go hungry and at worst he was required to call the fire brigade. A solemn face stared in a near dazed expression at the dough pressed in Jormungandr’s hands. He’d not heard the sneakthief until the man had nearly pressed up against him. The counter shook at Jorm’s strength as the snake god jumped, releasing an unceremonious yelp in the process. [color=#93E9BE]”You’re gonna make me regret giving you access to my kitchen,”[/color] Jorm said. A smile bit at his lips, but it felt hard to keep it there even with a friend like Hermes and his constant high energy radiating behind him. [color=#93E9BE]”I’m makin’ pasta, at the moment. Just a buncha noodles. Still need to figure out the sauce,”[/color] Jorm said, turn back to stare at the dough. He knew the god’s offer was likely sincere, but Jorm knew the extent of Hermes’ cooking skill. Still, looking at the chipper face of a friend who somehow found it reasonable to drop in unannounced whenever he felt like—honestly, though, did Jorm really care? He welcomed the arrival of the messenger boy. Revelled in it, honestly, as among the gods he knew, Hermes was the best guy to call when he was in a funk. [color=#93E9BE]”Kneading dough is different from kneading [i]other[/i] things, Herm,”[/color] Jorm grinned, [color=#93E9BE]”But, yeah, yeah. Run this through my little pasta maker over there. You’ll be my noodle boy tonight.”[/color] Somehow, Jorm knew Hermes would crank the machine once before something shiny caught his attention. [color=7bcdc8]“I think you mean noodle [I]man[/I].”[/color] Hermes corrected, shooting him a cheeky grin before reluctantly stepping away. He had quite enjoyed the closeness of their bodies, even if it had only been for the briefest of moments. [color=7bcdc8]“Okay, you’re the boss! But I’ll have you know that there is no-one better in Seattle than me at cooking a pot noodle.”[/color] Seeming genuinely proud of what could barely be called an accomplishment, Hermes wandered over to the pasta thingy…the pasta…the shiny thing Jorm had pointed out. Grabbing the lump of dough, Hermes proceeded to unceremoniously plonk it on top of the machine. His head tilted in concentration as he began to crank the lever, a small frown knitting his brows together when the dough sat firmly in place, refusing to move through the contraption. Hermes furiously wound the lever for a whole minute before deciding that it was not going to work. There was clearly nothing he could do and Jorm would just have to buy a new machine. [color=7bcdc8]“I think it’s broken.”[/color] He finally announced, turning to look back over at the man in question. [color=7bcdc8]“Guess we’ll have to eat something else! Wait- why [i]are[/i] you cooking if the restaurant is shut?”[/color] His gaze roved over his friends face as he suddenly realised how unusual it was for Cannibistro to be shut, especially when there were always plenty of willing patrons. The heat left him and Jorm could only frown at the absence, only to wipe it away at the sight of Hermes attempting to jam a ball of dough into his pasta maker. Jorm cackled, feeling a smile return to him as he moved over, standing close to the shorter man. The dough squished in his hand as he sprinkled flour atop it, flattened it, and then fed it through the machine. [color=#93E9BE]”You just gotta, keep feedin’ it through till it’s flat and long enough to make some thin noodle slices,”[/color] Jorm said, smiling at him only to frown at Hermes' question. That he really didn’t feel like answering, or rather he didn’t quite have the answer for him. Jorm instead scratched the back of his head and looked toward a batch of small containers already filled with cooked noodles. [color=#93E9BE]”Just one of those days you feel like making a giant supply of noodles, you know?”[/color] Jorm said as if that was something every average person did. Just make about a hundred containers of noodles and the sauce to match for no other reason than just because? He could feel the heat rising to his cheeks and Jorm averted his gaze as his lips pressed together and his brows knitted. [color=#93E9BE]”Just felt like it, yeah? The homeless shelter nearby always needs a hefty supply of food and rations, so I just thought, why not? Haha,”[/color] Jorm nearly looked on the brink of sweating, eyes awkwardly flitting from Hermes to his pile of dough on the other counter. [color=#93E9BE]”Hey! Come on, Noodle [i]Boy[/i] lemme show you my new stand mixer!”[/color] Jorm immediately changed the subject, hoping something else shinier would distract Hermes for a spell. [color=7bcdc8]“Man…”[/color] Hermes couldn’t help the small pout that graced his features this time, his focus briefly flitting back to the dough as Jorm expertly showed him how to use the thingamajig. It looked extremely laborious, requiring a multitude of repeated steps, and he found his gaze straying back over to the head chef instead. Eyes flitting across his face, the smile that was often a fixed staple of Hermes’ features dropped for a moment. His job practically relied on him being able to astutely read body language, and he couldn’t help but notice the small shift in Jorms expression as he spoke. [color=7bcdc8]“For the homeless, huh? Guess they won’t be going hungry tonight!”[/color] He smiled, giving Jorm a gentle pat on the shoulder as he moved to place himself between the god and the mixer he was trying to show him. [color=7bcdc8]“You’re acting weird.”[/color] He pointed out bluntly, reaching up to gently prod him in the centre of his chest. [color=7bcdc8]“Are you high or something? Oh! Is [I]that[/I] why you shut up shop?”[/color] Hermes let out a small laugh at the idea of Jorm trying to serve customers whilst high as a kite. [color=7bcdc8]“Lemme have a look at your eyes!”[/color] Tongue between his teeth as he moved towards him, Hermes closed the distance between their bodies once more, his face a picture of focused concentration as he tried to ascertain whether his pupils were in fact dilated. [color=7bcdc8]“Hm, looks normal to me…”[/color] He eventually concluded, a quizzical expression flitting across his face. Jorm gave a nod to him, smiling softly. [color=#93E9BE]”Yeah, figure I got the money and the resources, so why not—”[/color] Jorm promptly caught his breath at the sudden intrusion into his personal space. The distance between them concerned Jorm, though he felt torn between the sudden drying of his throat and the desire to maybe scoot a little, tiny bit closer. No words reached his addled mind trying to make sense of his current situation. [color=#93E9BE]”Huh? High?”[/color] He said with the most dumbfounded expression slacking his face. From this distance, Jorm could make out every line of Hermes’ face, the expression he wore, the tongue slipped from between his teeth like that of an inquisitive puppy. A breeze passed through him, surrounding him until it nearly pushed him forward until his eyes widened. [color=#93E9BE]”Wha-what? I mean… what’re… what do you mean? I’m not actin’ weird, you’re weird. Weirdo,”[/color] Jorm retaliated, lips pushed into a light pout as he slouched forward. He couldn’t stop his eyes flitting from Herm’s own and down to the speedster god’s lips, which brought even more heat to his face. To battle melancholy, nerves, and the desire to smoosh Hermes’ cheeks together and demand why the bastard was so endearingly cute. Everything burned and the sadness that stilled gripped him grasped at his throat while Hermes gaze clenched around his heart. He felt it more and more irresistible to just yell and roar his frustrations. [color=#93E9BE]”Noodle…”[/color] Jorm said with some kind of pouting finality. Hermes’ lips pulled into a smirk at the gods sulky demeanour. [color=7bcdc8]“Tell me.”[/color] He urged softly, eyes flitted over that perfect jawline, gaze briefly trailing down to his collarbone before darting back up to his face. [color=7bcdc8]“Or I’ll make you.”[/color] The heralds expression was a mixture of light humour and mischief, parted lips mere inches away from touching those opposite. As his chest moved softly in and out, he felt his senses flooded by the woody scent of a steady bonfire, only to be washed over by a fresh sea breeze and a floral scent he didn’t quite recognise. Normally he wouldn’t have spared a second before he closed the gap between them, but Hermes knew that they were [I]just[/I] friends...even if he could still remember the thrill of that one drunken kiss. Of course, that didn’t mean he was at all opposed to using a little sprinkle of charm to get his own way. Reaching up a hand, he moved to gently brush away a dash of flour that had been smeared across Jorms cheek, fingertips lingering for a moment too long. [color=7bcdc8]“C’mon. We’re friends, right? I’m great at keeping secrets if that’s what you’re worried about…”[/color] His tongue moved to wet his suddenly dry lips, Hermes stubbornly refusing to budge an inch away from the snake god. Stealing his breath away had to be a speciality of Hermes’. Jormungandr had determined quite a while ago that, yes, that was the truth in its entirety. If it didn’t throw him into such awkward situations such as the one where he currently found himself staring at the hint of pink slipping between lips. Cowardice took him like it did everytime, like it had that night when he could taste the peppermint on his tongue. It felt like rain, warm in summer heat, quenched the parched bite clinging to his throat. He wanted to feel that again and nearly did, so close to the wheat on summer air, but he threw himself against the gust of wind at his back and turned his head. Not today. His nerves caught him too quickly this time and dragged him from the confession on his lips. [color=#93E9BE]”Ye-yeah, we are, but what’ll you do to make me?”[/color] Jormungandr asked. Despite the tint of pink to his cheeks and the anxiety that clawed at himi, he’d rebel against it just this once—just this small, tiny bit. With his eyes unable to stare at just one feature, they had to drink all of Hermes in: the clean cut of the man’s jaw, the trickster’s smile that stretched the cupid’s bow of his lips, and the sharp crease of his collar that dipped to his lithe chest. He snapped back up, catching the soft blue of his eyes that reminded him of the tip between sky and sea that he’d peer at those days ago, yearning for something only to yearn for the vanishing point of Hermes’ gaze. It set a light pout to his lips that he couldn’t stop. Everything slowed down as Hermes caught the blush on the gods cheeks...the way his eyes moved back and forth over his own. It was less about the trick now and more about the desire welling up in the pit of his stomach. A haze of want overcame him, clouding his senses so that he was barely able to acknowledge the hesitant words that were uttered. [color=7bcdc8]“What’ll I-…”[/color] His breath hitched in his throat, the ever impatient god no longer able to withstand the pull within him. Without warning, lips moved to press against his, softly at first and then more insistently as a hunger he hadn’t realised was there took over. A hand moved to grip at his neck, demandingly pulling the gods face closer, until there was only heat and yearning desire left between them. Nerves and awkwardness melted away into nothing but the press of lips to his. It left him rigid, at first, eyes wide open as he hunched down slightly. His hands hovered over Hermes’ sides, unsure of themselves, of what they would do to something that felt like glass in his grip. But he allowed the rain to cool his heated skin and willed his arms to grasp and hold tight to Hermes, pull him gentle against him. He could recall the haze of alcohol that bit him so long ago and the feel of Hermes’ against him now made the drunken mist feel like a numb swipe of lips. The sobriety and lucidity of this moment trumped the dark nights alone, sighing to himself, wanting what he dumbly figured he couldn’t have. Though, maybe he still couldn’t and the lick of his tongue against the crease of Hermes’ lips faltered. A gasp left his throat when cowardice took him again and Jormungandr pressed his hands to Hermes' sides. Battling against the need that overtook him felt like fighting against a downpour, but he persisted. [color=#93E9BE]”Herm,”[/color] he said, face red and lips redder still, [color=#93E9BE]”I don’t think… I-I’m sorry.”[/color] He stepped away just slightly, head tilted down with his face pinched in defeat. The smallness of his moment now overwhelmed him, as if he could look up and see Hermes towering above him. He wanted to flee, but he’d planted himself to the tile of his kitchen floor. [color=#93E9BE]”I don’t think you want what I want,”[/color] Jorm said, voice barely a whisper. To see himself, the snake that wound himself around the world, fall to meekness at the gaze of another caught him in a cycle of shame. One he wasn't sure he could release himself from on his own. A brief flash of hurt crossed the Grecian's face when the body he so ached to be near pulled away from his own. He wished to reach out and pull him demandingly back but the downtrodden expression that faced him, stopped him from doing little more than bring an unsure hand up to his own lips, still relishing in the faint taste of salt and firewood. [color=7bcdc8]“Oh.”[/color] The word slipped out as he tried to hide the sudden disappointment that he felt. Had he been mistaken? Perhaps the norse god truly only sought his friendship. After all, whenever someone looked this way, it usually meant Hermes had done something wrong. He also [I]usually[/I] didn’t feel guilty but he couldn’t help the knot that had begun to form in the pit of his stomach. To have made him look so upset, so unsure...that was the worst thing he could’ve done. [color=7bcdc8]“Guess I shouldn’t have done that, eh?”[/color] He let out a dry laugh, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. [color=7bcdc8]“Ah shit, my bad. I’m sorry Jorm!”[/color] Running a hand awkwardly through his brunette locks, Hermes glanced around the kitchen, trying desperately not to look at Jorm for fear that he would want to kiss those sweet lips once more. [color=7bcdc8]“I should go! I can go…”[/color] He finally concluded, the despondent tone weighing heavy in his words. Shooting Jorm another lacklustre smile, he headed for the door, not daring to look back. Fumbling seemed to be the only thing Jorm could do these days and the look of hurt on Hermes pierced his gut. It was so quick, but in that moment of shame and fear, it was the only thing Jorm saw. The chill froze him to the ground even though he begged his body to move. Do something. Yet, he felt as if he were that small serpent again, choked by the hand of the Allfather, ripped away from love and life and tossed to the ice cold seas. That felt so long ago. No, it was so long ago and now he was free to make the choices he wanted, to be the kind of god he wanted so desperately to be. Even if his own sister refused to see that, Jorm couldn’t wrap himself in the security of his own fear. As soon as Hermes passed him, Jorm bid his arm to move. It latched out, grasping the other god’s arm in a vice grip before spinning them both to face each other. [color=#93E9BE]”That’s not what I meant Herm,”[/color] Jorm said, holding onto Hermes’ shoulders like he was dangling from a cliff. This surge of confidence would wane soon and he just needed Hermes to understand, just this once exactly what he meant. [color=#93E9BE]”I don’t just wanna be your friend,”[/color] Jorm started, eyes wide and suddenly gripped with anxiety, [color=#93E9BE]”I mean, I… I wanna be. Like, just, um… you and me… you know like you would be my friend—no, boy that’s a friend. A friend that, uh, you know with… no, I’m not making any sense.”[/color] Jorm let out a loud huff, taking a moment to let the words come to him. [color=#93E9BE]”I wanna be your friendboy! No. Agh. Date me, Hermes.”[/color] When Jorm had gripped onto his arm, Hermes willingly let himself be pulled back to him, eyes instantly fixing on the gods nervous form. The hurt quickly switched to confusion, and then finally to playfulness as bursts of laughter suddenly began to rise from his chest. [color=7bcdc8]“Friend…boy…?”[/color] He managed to utter the words through the endless giggles, hands taking to rest against Jorms perfectly defined chest as he attempted to steady himself. [color=7bcdc8]“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”[/color] He finally conceded, body shaking with silent laughter as he looked up at Jorm, sky blue eyes wide with delight. Fingers closed gently around the annoyingly present fabric of his shirt as he eventually managed to catch his breath long enough to speak normally once more. [color=7bcdc8]“Sooooo…you wanna date me? I’m that great, huh?”[/color] A cocky grin graced his features as he teased Jorm, gaze now freely roaming over his face and body and well...everywhere. [color=7bcdc8]“I suppose I can fit time in my busy schedule to do that.”[/color] Biting down on his bottom lip, he gently chewed at the delicate skin, breathing becoming more shallow as his ever traitorous thoughts strayed to more pleasurable ideas. [color=7bcdc8]“But I think we might need to practice that kiss again first…”[/color] A pout set in at the sudden laughter shaking the man he held in his grasp. [color=#93E9BE]”Don’t laugh at me!”[/color] Jorm said, lips set in a light pout. He let his hands slide against Hermes’ shoulders, sliding down to grip at the man’s sides. A weight fell from Jorm’s shoulders, replaced with that warm air surrounding them that gently grazed the light sea of his mind. With a sigh, he let his shoulders fall and his hands slide back to pull Hermes ever closer toward him. [color=#93E9BE]”Well, I mean… don’t let it get to your head, but yeah,”[/color] Jorm grinned, eyelids falling just slightly as he breathed Hermes in. He felt the fresh breeze, the summer rains, could feel it surround them instead of the warm kitchen. [color=#93E9BE]”You’re gonna have to show me how friendbo—I mean… don’t say anything, just…”[/color] Jorm stumbled again, pinching his eyes shut as his cheeks burned. Whilst Jorm spoke, hands moved to rove over his chest, gently feeling every indentation before moving up to clasp gently behind his neck. [color=7bcdc8]“Fuck...”[/color] For once the trickster god was caught speechless, unwilling or unable to let his usual ramblings interfere with the opportunity to taste the god once more. Pressing their bodies together, Hermes slowly began to pepper kisses anywhere but on his lips. On his neck, on his jawline, on his cheeks... Hooded eyes looked mischievously up at him, daring Jorm to submit first, to be the one to delve where they both sought so desperately to go. Yet it was he who eventually cracked. Hermes, body thrumming with an almost insufferable tension, leaned in to kiss him. Lips pressed furiously against his, hands roaming up into his soft hair as he held them there, unwilling to let go. More words came to Jorm’s lips, just mindless rambling that his nerves drove into him until Hermes literally knocked the air. Like he’d been thrown from earth to the space that clouded his visions, Jorm couldn’t breath. The lips that pressed into him, his neck, his jaw, took his own lips in a soft press that quickly turned to hunger. What could he do but melt into the gentle rain of Hermes’ lips, the smell of summer around him. All while his hands grasped in dire need to ensure that Hermes was real, that the feel of his warmth against him was truer than the worry on his mind. Everything slipped away: the letter, the awkward zeal that held him hostage, the cool AC that hummed above them. All of it turned to the need that sat in his chest for so long that he hadn’t known the exhilaration of finding himself free of it. Jormungandr didn’t wait, merely bent low into the kiss until his hands grasped Hermes waist and hoisted him up. It took a while, getting used to the sudden weight in his arms, and then between heated kisses and trailing wetness of his tongue against Hermes’, Jormungandr found his way out. Shoving through the kitchen doorway, Jormungandr could only really get a few feet before he stumbled, however. A yelp left him as he immediately spun so that his back took the brunt of the fall, though the pain quickly vanished in light of his new predicament. [color=#93E9BE]”I’m glad I closed up early,”[/color] Jormungandr grinned, still slightly dazed as he now stared up at the man atop him. It wasn’t what he intended, but at least from here no one could sneak a peek at the circumstance Hermes and Jormungandr found themselves in. Still, he squeezed Hermes side as he lifted himself up, balanced on an elbow as he immediately pulled the other god to taste the freshness of mint that wafted off his tongue. [color=#93E9BE]”You okay? Not hurt?”[/color] Jorm asked between each taste, unable to stop grinning as laughter spilled like honey from his reddened lips. Hermes nodded, grinning back against the lips that kissed him. [color=7bcdc8]“Oh, I’m fine. Are [I]you?[/I]”[/color] Jorms happiness was delightfully infectious, his laughter filling the room with its sweet dulcet tones, and for a moment he was glad that he had the sound all to himself. [color=7bcdc8]“Infact, I couldn’t be happier…”[/color] His eyes twinkled mischievously, thoughts of what he could do to the man pinned under him flooding through his head. So many delicious ideas came to mind that he knew there was no way he could do them all right now. It was no worry though...they had plenty of time as friendboys to explore all that intrigued him. Purposefully making his movements slow & laborious, Hermes moved to straddle Jorms hips properly, staring keenly down at the god when he was done. [color=7bcdc8]“Now…” [/color] He laughed, suddenly moving to pin Jorms arms above his head. The trickster may not have been as fast as he once was atop Mount Olympus but he still was difficult to keep up with when he wanted to be. “[color=7bcdc8]I do see one problem here.”[/color] He shook his head in mock disappointment as he leaned down to nip gently against his captives bottom lip. [color=7bcdc8]“You’re wearing [I]far[/I] too many clothes...”[/color] If he had any concerns, they immediately left him the second Hermes took charge. Jorm snapped his teeth, grinning up at Hermes. [color=#93E9BE]”I think it’s unfair to say that when you’re a part of the problem, Herms,”[/color] Jorm said, planting his feet on the ground to buck his hips upward in an attempt to off-kilter the god on top of him. He used that moment to steal a heated kiss from Hermes’ lips, stealing the air from the speedster’s mouth like it was his own to claim. [color=#93E9BE]”Tit-for-tat? You solve your problem and I solve mine?”[/color] Jorm laughed again, the sound rolling in his chest like thunder as he flexed his wrists caught in Hermes’ hands. [color=#93E9BE]”Don’t be mean, Noodle Boy, you’ve just started cheering me up,”[/color] Jorm said. The laugh melted away into a barely contained pout that begged to widen into a toothy grin. Hermes remained stubbornly in place despite Jorms attempts to fling him off, his hands lifting the gods wrists up momentarily before pinning them back firmly into place on the cold wooden floor. [color=7bcdc8]“Noodle [I]man[/I].”[/color] He playfully corrected once more, lips moving to mimic the pout that Jorm was currently sporting. Tit-for-tat was all well and fair, but Hermes really only cared about the attire of [I]one[/I] immortal being. [color=7bcdc8]“You drive a hard bargain Jormy.”[/color] Releasing his hold on him, Hermes leaned backwards to slowly strip the shirt from his back, muscles tensing in restless apprehension. From this vantage point he could perfectly admire Jorms body and his gaze unabashedly strayed wherever it liked, unperturbed by the obvious nature of his admiration. [color=7bcdc8]“Your turn.”[/color] He grinned, tilting his head eagerly as he waited. Air caught in Jormungandr’s throat at the sight of Hermes. He kept himself still, though his hands, once unpinned, moved to hover over Hermes’ form. The pads of his fingers traced over the lines of musculature leading from Hermes’ sides to his stomach. Then, like drizzle misting Hermes’ body, his fingers found their way to his chest. His breath shallowed before it heaved a great sigh that lifted his chest. Undoing the trance Jorm fell into with a shake of his head, he gulped down his nerves. [color=#93E9BE]”R-right. Yeah… my, uh… turn,”[/color] Jorm said, tongue sweeping out to quench his parched lips. It took a moment to register his own words until he let out a small, [color=#93E9BE]”Oh!”[/color] and immediately leaned forward to rip the shirt from his torso and toss it aside. Again, his chest heaved as he lay back down, hands already back to grasping at Hermes’ sides. He looked up at him, eyes flitting from the god’s eyes to his neck to his chest. [color=#93E9BE]”Haha, oh jeeze,”[/color] Jorm said, light air under his breath. The nervous energy radiating from Jorm caused Hermes’ gaze to soften, hands moving to mindlessly toy with the stiff fabric at the top of his jeans. He so badly wanted to rush in head first, to let his hunger push him into realms of ecstasy and sensual delights. And at any other time...with any other person, he wouldn’t have given it a second thought; but the god seemed so nervous, so unsure...and he felt a sudden urge to make sure he was okay. Resisting the temptation to delve his hands into unknown territories, the exposed skin of their chests instead met as Hermes leant down to chastely press their lips together. Tongue briefly brushed against his, before he reluctantly pulled back. [color=7bcdc8] “We can stop if you want...”[/color] He muttered quietly, hooded eyes making it clear that he wanted to do anything but that, but for Jorm, he would ignore it. Or at least try to… [color=#93E9BE]”Why would we stop?”[/color] Jorm asked, quiet with his lips hovering so close to Hermes’. The nervous twinge that worried a crease on his brow likely gave Hermes the idea that maybe he didn’t want to go further. Or maybe Hermes himself didn’t want to push beyond the boundaries of their relationship. Jorm’s hands glided along Hermes’ side, fingers twitching slightly in concern. He sucked his lip in, stared at Hermes mouth, then looked to lock eyes with the speedster. [color=#93E9BE]”Do—do you want to stop?”[/color] Jorm asked, even quieter as his chest shook out a sigh. Despite the nerves, he shook his head, wrapping his arms tight around Hermes back to draw him closer still despite their chests pressing flat against each other. [color=#93E9BE]”I want…”[/color] Jorm paused, hesitant to voice the truth in his thoughts for fear of rejection even in spite of the man literally laying half-naked atop him, [color=#93E9BE]”I wanna be with you in every way possible, Herm.”[/color] The confession released from his lips came out so softly and with reverence, though the quiet shake of his voice seemed odd coming from the mouth of a giant such as Jorm. [color=7bcdc8] “You do?”[/color] It was Hermes’ turn to blush this time, the barest hint of pink flaring up against the skin of his cheeks. Embarrassment was something he rarely felt but no-one had ever put it to him so sweetly before. He’d always been the one night stand, or the brief fling guy, but the way Jorm spoke made it seem like something more than that was possible. Something he’d never even considered having... [color=7bcdc8] “Well, now that I know that...”[/color] Trying to hide his brief moment of shyness, Hermes shot him a lopsided grin, eyes narrowing playfully. [color=7bcdc8] “I’m not letting you go anywhere.”[/color] The trickster pressed his body hard against that beneath him, teeth once more nipping at his bottom lip, before moving to trail fiery kisses down his neck. The words washed over him to the point Jorm’s lips hurt from smiling so wide. It should have been burning between them, but Jorm only felt the careful warmth of Hermes light him up from the inside. It swelled inside him, staring at the man who nipped at his lips and pressed kisses to steamed skin. Jorm’s hand came up, running his fingers through the brunette hair as he bit his lips. [color=#93E9BE]”Course I do, Herm,”[/color] he said, lifting Herm to meet him for one last lock of their lips. He tasted the sweet bite of mint on his tongue, savored it with a rumble in his chest before letting Hermes continue his descent. Cheeks tinted red, Jorm watched, chest rising in shallow puffs that grew even lighter at the beat of his chest, at the thought that this would be the first of many. Jorm couldn’t stop the wide, full smile at the thought while his hands roamed the arch of Hermes’ back, the tousled hair that smelled like hot rain that melded into the rolling waves.[/indent][/indent][/indent][hr][right][sup][color=#7bcdc8]collab interactions:[/color] [@Danvers] x [@Gothelk][/sup][/right][/color]