[quote=@Audacious] I actually feel pretty good lately! The shock of it all is mostly behind me now- *Starts walking further out onto the branch slowly, holding my arms out sideways for balance* and I feel strangely motivated. I don’t know if it’s because my “brain”- *Puts up air quotes with my fingers* Is wired differently now, but I like to think it’s not purely just because of a change in chemicals... If that makes sense. [/quote] It makes more sense than you might think. I'm glad to hear that it's looking up for you.