[quote=@Audacious] My pacifism caused all kinds of people unbearable amounts of sorrow, guilt, and pain in my last moments with my original body. If I had truly fought back, and gotten over myself. Things would be better off. Looking at these things retrospectively paints a good picture. [/quote] You don't know how things would have turned out otherwise, though. Maybe they'd be better, maybe they'd be worse.