[hr][hr][center][img]https://i.ibb.co/n83XcHK/Webp-net-resizeimage.png[/img][/center][hr][hr][center][color=F3E010][b]Location:[/b][/color] Outside of the Sanctum [color=F3E010][b]Skills:[/b][/color] N/A[/center][hr] Sparky looked over at Amelia with her outburst and her attempts to get back inside of the Sanctum. [color=F3E010]"...The whole building is enchanted... You can't get in unless Strange wants to let you in..."[/color] she said a bit softly, given her yelling, Sparky flinched slightly. [color=F3E010]"I am worried about Maria, believe it or not it's just... Maria for one did the one thing she was told not to do and we can't help her since we don't know where she ended up, and Strange isn't going to help us, at least not anymore..."[/color] she said, though she looked like she might be holding back tears at this point. [color=F3E010]"Damn it I'm always screwing up..."[/color] It was something that she had started to think about, about how so many things have gone wrong, or something bad happened, all while she was typically on the team. [color=F3E010]"Everything I do, it usually ends up with a screw up on my part or something bad just always happens. Like for instance first mission I ever went on, didn't listen to people telling me to get away from the quantum tunnel that was open on the roof of that building, since I thought shutting it down or something like that was a good idea, ended up trapped in the Quantum Realm and Raynor went after me and got stuck too. Then we finally got out, cool great, but there was a lasting effect and when I just lightly zapped Raynor since he was doing something stupid I nearly killed him! Plus couldn't really do anything to stop my best friend from getting fired from SHIELD when all she had been doing was trying to save me from the Quantum Realm because of my stupid mistake. Then the whole terrigen thing happened and well..."[/color] she said, still fighting back tears but she was failing at that too as she started crying. [color=F3E010]"Then that happened and it turns out that he had gotten replaced by a shape shifting alien and I hadn't even noticed that... Now on a mission to find him I can't even get to where he is... And you just reminding me that my best friend's wife is who knows where and we can't get to her either... I can't do anything right..."[/color] she said, putting the dagger down next to her and putting her head in her hands. It was a lot for her to say, since she typically kept to herself at points, but Amelia's outburst had triggered her not so very good emotional state to take a turn for the worst. Sparky blamed herself for a lot of things, and from her point of view at this point, there wasn't even a point in her being on the team. [color=F3E010]"Don't even know why I'm still a part of the team to be honest, Agent Reed during the whole Terrigen thing... She flat out even forgot what it was that my specialty is and was going to have a bunch of hackers try to put together a LMD, essentially a robot if you didn't know... And I'm an electrical engineer, my doctorate in that is what got me into SHIELD in the first place... But clearly I'm not that important to the team if no one can remember that... I'm just a screw up, and that's the bottom line right there..."[/color] Her mind was just going through everything, when she heard Astrad (who she still didn't like) make a comment about her engagement ring glowing, and she actually looked at it, as she was fighting to stop the tears. [color=F3E010]"No idea, it's never done that before... It's from Asgard, Ray's grandmother or something like that I think made it or something... I just... I wish I could do something right for once... Just once get to Asgard and find him... Maybe do something right for once in my life..."[/color] she commented, managing to stop the tears but her face was still red as she looked at the ring on her left hand as she picked up the dagger once more in her right. [color=F3E010]"Anything to me at this point would be considered an accomplishment... I just want to get there in order to find him..."[/color]