[@zelxel]Yea, all the time. I used to have this fantastic group back in the 2000's. We used to all hang out on the Travian forum of all places and do a lot of RPing together. Well, time did its thing and personalities changed, we grew apart. One thing lead to another and I've not seen them in over a decade. I also gave not had a game since either as without friends to play with my natural instinct is to sit down in a corner and be the one awkward guy at a party that just creepily watches as others have fun. Exactly what I am doing right now. :(

Unlike you however I have no desire to reconnect with them. That part of my life is over and I know that even if I were to meet them I and them will have changed too much for it to be like the old times.

So I get how you are feeling 100%. And I wish you all luck in your quest. Maybe it will pay off.