I was bullied in school as well. But instead of being all depressed about life, I joined the army, learned how to fight and was employed in Law Enforcement for about twelve years. While in the Army, I gained self confidence and corrected all those problems I had as a child. I have never had to use my fighting skills to defend myself as an adult. Sometimes, I wish I could go back to age 14 or 15 knowing what I know now. Man, I would get into a ton of fights and kick some ass. LOL