[@CorrosiveCherri]

Well 'dishonorable' isn't weird to me when I look at it. I look at it and your word as someone has said it, you should be more than capable to back it up also. My viewpoint would disagree with 'everybody' having a lack of interest on their part or even to the levels of my bad RP luck.

Well I have to be guarded because whenever I have done put myself out there before there was little or even no interest for it and I have kept trying before but it felt like a waste of energy and effort as at my max in terms of effort I wasn't seeing the payout I expected for myself. I feel it is a war against those who are dedicated and in their way are dishonorable ghosters. I don't see their actions as 'moving on' at all. I can't justify someone doing that to another person.