And I will be here [@Ammokkx] regardless of what you say. 

[@Celaira] It don't seem like it whenever it seems more of a bum rush on me instead of actually understanding my side to things without wanting to hide it right away.

[@yoshua171] I have been roleplaying for about a decade now but the past 3-5 years is when from the first site i had done RP's with was when my luck started to go bad and I feel it still is. From one site 85 dead in a year of joining that before it peaked at 95 and left there.
Joined here and got 45 dead rp's within a year but that number is at 63 and a third site where i got 20 dead there. Thought to catch you up and answer your question but overall I'm tired of feeling like I am made to feel like my side of things don't matter at all and anything i done hasn't worked to what i was told and nothing really sticking for me.