[@Ambra] I am vexed. Frustrated because I do the same things as everyone and yet they get results and not me. I put in the effort and work but I don't get the payoff, I don't get the interest and yet they do so of course it is going to be frustrating even to the point of jealousy because I feel shafted [getting the short end of the stick] over and over again as I want my success and fair shot too.