[quote=@POOHEAD189]
Reborn, I'm going to be real. 
You should just stop roleplaying. Not because you're bad at it, or because you don't deserve to do it. But clearly it does not make you happy. I'd look for something that does, but clearly no one has given an answer you like in the three years you've been doing this so. 
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Poo's right, I haven't known you long but the Guild doesn't seem to be the happiest place for you. Find something else that makes you happy! Because everyone deserves happiness and your no exception.