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Well I don't understand it other than them getting people's hopes up only to bail on others that have it happened to me. I don't think it is melodramatic or off-putting because I am tired of having it happen to me time and time again as I want my fair shot but only to get shafted. I disagree with Fleder [nothing against you].

I am not going to stop roleplaying. I feel that would be giving to what everyone is telling me what to do when it comes to this as it feels like no one gets my side you know? I think I can never be happy and that eludes me in other areas as I feel I have no choice but to continue pushing desperately just to be understood and even to have my side looked at while wanting a fair shot. I am tired of just having the tablecloth constantly yanked out from under me because I am trying to get a fair shot like everyone else on an uneven playing field.

Happiness for me is basically a mirage like even a good RP even if I post an IC, I'll never obtain what any of you guys got. Good luck and consistent interest is in the same realms as a mirage no matter what I do. I don't have the options of everyone else as they got it better than me.
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Ok, so your answer is, is that you want to keep roleplaying even though you're not happy doing it, and no one understands you. Okie dokie, you can certainly do that and more power to you. But you're going to have to halt complaining. Literally the entire site has heard you and no one agrees with you, which empirically and rationally means that you're incorrect. You're gonna have to suck it up and be the best you can be.

Granted, I cannot keep you from complaining as a mod. However, if it gets to the point where it is insulting or you cause drama, I'll need to halt it. And if it continues, I'll need to halt it more drastically.