[quote=@rebornfan320]
[@TGM] I'm not doing pity parties. That is false labeling and shallow in my opinion. Though I don't know you well at all but I don't think you understand what it is like.
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Cut the melodrama. Nobody is going to be sympathetic to it.

You need to be accountable and contain your emotional angst or whatever it is that compels you to make circular arguments about your RP woes. The problem doesn’t appear to be your partners—three years of courting RP partners suggests this and with minimal forays into group role-playing it doesn’t appear there is much to your idea here. Your reputation can only stir away so much people but to make preposterous conclusions and double-downing on your cries of angst are not going to make things better. You keep putting your fingers, earnestly so, in your ears and ignoring multiple suggestions whether it be aesthetics, technical presentation, reputation gain/repair, etc. so the point is really lost on you.

You just want to be the victim and everyone to agree with you. It's not gonna happen.