[@Blackmist16]
Blackmist, you are not the only one to be pushed around. I have been called a retard, been lied to and even been taken advantage of too [not sexually].

I feel like life for me has been nothing but bad and with very few good points in between and even if then the good vibes are always yanked out from under me and back to where I started too.

I have a developmental disability known as Autism too and people have treated me differently because of it too.
I just wonder how could I be happy if something I like doing is just filled with nothing but bad luck and my efforts aren't getting me anywhere to that good spot like so many others and actually stay there?