I used to spend so much time just playing pointless "games" on Spam. Why did I do that? Fuck if I know, but I definitely missed out on some good RPs due to that weird fixation with numbers n shit. Then there was that phase where I made an alt, joined a RP, dropped that RP, then returned to that RP with the same alt a year or so later, and forgot I joined that RP with that alt in the past, and pretended that it was my first time RPing with these people. Fucking weird decisions, and it probably wasn't even made all that long ago, relative to the length of time I've spent RPing in general. Otherwise, my RPing has no weaknesses, and every dead RP only makes me stronger + more depressed whenever nostalgia strikes.