[quote=@Legend]
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I have been shot, burned, stabbed, maimed, flayed, drowned, sacrificed, bled, and frozen. Don’t let something as easy as poison agitate you, because there are so many more horrible ways to die. 
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Its not.. that.. its the loosing someone.  Someone I loved. Like my children. I watched them... i saw it happen and i was powerless. I know death is kind of a revolving door for you, but it wasnt for them. Forgive me if I still have a bit of uncomfortability with death. Its likely not something I'll get used to.