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Its not.. that.. its the loosing someone.  Someone I loved. Like my children. I watched them... i saw it happen and i was powerless. I know death is kind of a revolving door for you, but it wasnt for them. Forgive me if I still have a bit of uncomfortability with death. Its likely not something I'll get used to.
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You're really going to need to get comfortable with it. Death is a minor inconvenience for me, and I die I lot more than I'd otherwise like to.