So in real life, I am quiet, reserved and introverted and struggle to find words to say sometimes so I come off as shy along with quiet but I am a open person to talk to along with honest so I am nice and caring in that regard. I don't smoke or drink at all. I am a pacifist preferring to not resort to violence and to talk things out with people but will only fight if pushed/provoked. Difficult for me to feel like I can speak and get across a point I want to say for a reason I have genetics wise. I like to laugh and joke around with people I trust. I can remember faces better than names like at a 55-45 percent ratio of the two really, I do have IRL friends [some I talk to more than others] and when I was working I got along with my coworkers fine. I avoided to “hang out” with people because before people never wanted to spend time with me in that manner. I try to be as supportive as I can despite the lack of positivity happening in my life. My schoolmates and coworkers would likely call me the “nice one” or “smart one”. When I am on the internet, I can be friendly still, I wear my heart on my sleeve too instead of guarded due to negative experiences as I just want to have the good experiences happen/stick around for me like how friends do. I try to make friends and I do get a bit of them but I feel like everyone who speaks to me OOC hates me for the viewpoint I have because it is not like a singular one like everyone else. Though it is still a goal for me to be able to find those good experiences.