Crystal stopped as Rivka moved in front of her. Her breathing was erratic and quick, her eyes glanced at the door as she considered busting through it. Just as soon as the thought hit she felt a hand on her shoulder and jumped slightly, but the words the other girls spoke got to her. They were right. It was foolish to put herself in danger if there was a way not to. There was no reason to go to the furthest lengths when there might still be an easier way. She tried her best to calm her breathing, but it was difficult. She carefully stepped back and started back towards the bed. 

[color=00aeef]"You're right."[/color] she said as she sat back down and breathed out heavily, trying to cope. [color=00aeef]"You're right. Hopefully they'll have a decent stock of medicine here, but what if they don't? I..."[/color] she shook her head. No. She was supposed to be stronger than that. She'd learned coping mechanisms, and when she needed them she simply forgot them? She clenched her fist. [color=00aeef]Unacceptable.[/color] She closed her eyes and tried to take deep breaths. [color=00aeef]"I don't know if they'll be able to requisition what I need if they don't have it on base. But I have to hope they can, right?"[/color] She wasn't over the panic attack, really, but she was slowly regaining control of herself. She looked down at her wrist and winced. [i]That[/i] was going to hurt later. She'd just have to hope things worked out. 

[color=00aeef]"Sorry to worry you all like that."[/color] she managed to say, smiling somewhat grimly. She paused a moment with her eyes closed before continuing. Reaching into her pocket she brought out a tiny notepad and the very last part of a pencil, opening her eyes and writing down the names of her two medications. [color=00aeef]"If it's not to much to ask, could one of you find someone and ask them if they can get these?"[/color] She caught her breathing getting worse again and tried to calm it. [color=00aeef]"And some food for Rivka, and anyone else who's hungry, of course."[/color] She smiled again, slightly more genuine this time.