For me, I and Poly did have a lot to talk about. She shared her side and illnesses to me in a time where I was entangled in my anger and frustration and understood me for what I was feeling and going through when I asked/wanted to be understood from my side of perspective but she opened a perspective that I didn't look at as much.

As a moderator and person, she was a kind person. One of few moderators I will say I could outright trust going to as she understood my initial distrust. She took time out to even help me out of my stoop despite being in one herself that was daily. She was also unwavering in her convictions and her side of optimism in her own way. She had similar interests to me outside of here being a chess player and a lover of science and technology.

One of my regrets is that I wish I snapped out of my anger and frustration sooner, I believed people like her with the positive traits they carried should be more common but was easy to talk to from one person to the next. You could have a casual conversation with people like that and it flowed as well as water.

She was one of the few steady shoulders I had when she was holding so much of her own too, her own battles and fighting. I'm not alone in saying this but I tire of the good people going too soon. Only upside I could see is that she is no longer in pain.
She'll be greatly missed.