[quote=@Xandrya]
I’ve been through and seen enough stuff that barely anything phases me anymore. When I went to boot camp, I didn’t suffer physically, but mentally, they got to me. I was broken down and built up and I’ve been a different person since. To add to that, I lived through the "behind the scenes" stories you hear about the military; your own people harming you. 

If that wasn’t enough, it doesn’t help that I’m susceptible to intrusive thoughts and I beat myself up over it these days. It’s not debilitating, but it’s not something I should have to deal with.
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I'm sorry you had to go through that, and are still going through it :(