Kay simply nodded at his words about being okay and how he'd been through worse than just fainting which wasn't entirely surprising to her in the slightest. "that somehow doesn't surprise me" she smirked ever so slightly. The smirk disappeared however when he spoke back at her ramblings about her own life, telling her he and the others would notice, as would the world. What he said felt incredibly cheesy, but it meant something to her nonetheless. It was only as she looked down and went to speak back that she truly realise that he was holding her hand. "thanks John...it was incredibly corny and cheesy what you said but it did mean a lot hearing that. I guess I'm just feeling done with only really existing and surviving and not being able to truly live, if that even makes any ounce of sense to you?" she replied honestly. "I just don't want to be alone anymore, I'm tired of having my walls up constantly, and I have no idea why I'm pouring my heart out to you like this" she added with a soft half snigger. Chas didn't initially notice that Serena was crying until he looked over as he heard her muttering to herself. "hey, you okay? You know you don't have to play the hard tough girl the whole time around us right? It's okay to break down in this place, none of us will judge you for it. John has had his fair share of break downs ya know. Not to mention the fact I'm a dad, so I'm a good listener if you wanna chat" he softly told her. "what I'm basically trying to say is that you're not alone. It really is true when they say a problem shared is a problem halved. You're safe here. You both are. Neither myself or John will let either of you be taken to Hell for any reason." he added. "so how about you take a long bath in the bathroom whilst you can? Truly relax now you got proper supplies?" he suggested.