John smiled at her and nodded. "Just do as I say, not as I do...in the beginning I had no idea what I was doing and became a drunk who had a death wish...if it hadn't been for Chas I would be dead in a hole somewhere or worse...in hell being some demons punching bag..." He sat up more and rolled his neck. "What I am wondering...is how Fee got to the Bane so fast...and...why Serena blocked him in the first place."

Serena listened, holding her arms as he spoke. She nodded and said "Guess we all have to fight of the dark in different ways...the nightmares just keep coming no matter what you do or face..." She closed her eyes and said "I never wanted this...my father was the last vessel and when he died...I became the new one. And the bad thing was I had no idea who my father was...My mother ran from home when she was with child...my father didn't know about me..." She rubbed her face and said "Chas...what I am...what do I do now?"