John looked at her and nodded “that’s a good idea, you keep reading in there and I’ll start checking out Apollo...and nyx” he moved so Chas could put the pizza down as Serena followed Chas and sat on the couch, rubbing her face. John moved next to Chas and muttered “it’s not just shock is it? Something else is wrong...” 

Serena opened the book again and was trying to read, holding her hands in fists to stop the shaking. She didn’t grab food as the others did.