John looked at Chas then looked down at Kay and smiled softly. He moved the blanket so it covered her more as Chas talked to Serena. She looked back and both men saw how tired and stressed she was. "No...sorry guys...its just that tube attack...its not the first time. Last time I was trapped in a shower at the hospital till another doctor came in and smashed the glass...it would have killed me...after the attack in the tub I keep flashing back to it...no matter what defenses I have up...what I fight off...they keep finding me..." John frowned and said "Serena...what happened after the shower attack?" Serena frowned and then said "I had a panic attack...it lead to me...hyperventilate...and I passed out. If I hadn't been living with my boyfriend at the time...I could have been attacked again" She looked at her hands, they were still shaking. "Crap...it could happen again..."