Kay listened to him, seeing where he was coming from as she too got the impression that Serena wouldn't like anyone talking directly Bane too much, but she also agreed that the woman needed to open up more. "a bit yeah...what she is doing right now is self destructive" she replied as she let him prop his feet up and go back to reading. As he did that, she grabbed the book she was previously reading about her own kind's mythology. It still felt incredibly weird to read about her own kind in some ways in a book, but the fact that her mother is no longer here, she really had no other options. Yet she also felt like she had read enough after she got a couple of pages in, yawning and closing the book. Placing it on the coffee table, she let herself slide down the couch so she was laying on it, and closed her eyes. She knew she should just go to the bed, but she didn't want to wanting to see if sleeping in the same room as someone else like John would stop any nightmares from coming through. It took her all of about five minutes to fall asleep and only another mere ten minutes before the nightmares came plaguing through her mind. Except this time it was threaded with memories of how her birth father changed when they lost her mother. In her sleep she started pleading and crying. [i]"dad.... Please! Don't leave me! Dad! Don't, no... No...please!"[/i] she started moving in her sleep on the couch as if she was defending herself from oncoming hits.