Kay nodded slowly keeping her grip on his shirt, letting him just talk and attempt to soothe her. "you do?" she asked/mumbled. She did as he told her to and took the deep breaths he suggested, making sure her breathing got to a slow but steady rhythm so she could once again be calm. Eventually she started to calm down, her grip loosening on his shirt but she didn't shift her position once, instead finding his hold on her greatly calming. "I feel so stupid for still letting him get to me. I was 9 for crying out loud. I should be over it by now..." she said quietly, unaware that Serena's shadows were even up and around or thinking of seeing what was going on. "the nightmares though.. I know they're my childhood memories but they get worse every time. Like they're changing somehow.. Just enough to make me barely aware" she explained. She shifted her head at this point so she could be heard better, but still resting against him.