Kay could understand where he was coming from, she didn't handle that kind of monster well either and as she grew up to move on from what she went through as a kid, she had less patience for people remotely an asshole and worse. She spent years from the moment she was old enough reclaiming herself and her body, which consisted of many one night stands, mostly drunken ones in bars during her studying years. Not her proudest moments but for her it was the only rational option. It also made her a lot more defensive over those who were incredibly homophobic toward her best friend/sister Sam. "I guess I should head to bed" she replied after giving his next question some thought. "dunno if I'll get any sleep but I'll try" she added with a small smile. "and John? I really did know what I was doing when I kissed you and no I don't regret it" she felt she had to say.