Sara stayed quiet as she finished her Porridge before she swallowed before answering Benjamin. "I... Don't like the attention from staff." She admitted, dropping her head slightly. "I... I hope Ray is okay; I... Hope Ari is okay." She looked to the table as she cupped her cup of hot chocolate. "I'm sorry I'm not helpful." She said quietly, "I'm... Not Staff like you think I was. I'm sorry if it seems like I lied, I...." She shrunk into herself. "Sorry."