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[b][color=FFB6C1]December 30th – Trebin[/color][/b]
[color=FFB6C1]Interacting with:[/color] Jean & Lucia [@LetMeDoStuff]
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Diana was walking with Lucia and Jean through the trenches to reach the village. In the back of her head, she felt a slight bit pang of guilt for not finishing her mother’s letter. Because of this reason, Diana didn’t notice or realize that Jean drifted away from Lucia and her. She slightly sighs about the whole situation in the war without allowing herself to see her parents on the principle of being a Vastergoth. Her family is the most important people in her life and support her until she joined the war and her mother was distraught about losing her. [color=FFB6C1][i]’ Rebecca, Gavin. I will not give up until I get home. I don’t know any more about this war or anything anymore. How will I live with all these traumatic experiences in my life?’ [/i][/color] Diana thought to herself. Diana sighed about how tiring all this is and how hard it is to keep everything in order in the war are. Mostly it is because Diana doesn’t know how long it will take to recover from these traumatic experiences.
 
Diana had to bear these problems and nightmares the best she can, but those nightmares usually happen when she sleeps. She slightly shakes her head, puts her left hand on her cheek to feel the warmth of her hand in the cold. It didn’t take too long to for her to start looking around her and realize that only Lucia and Diana are upfront. She noticed some things with Jean looked similarly drained of all the bullshit in the Federation’s Trenches. Diana was mentally still beating herself up over what happened during her confession to Jean. She is probably one of the stupidest things she has ever done, but she already did apologize for it previously. It made her look like a strange girl that wants attention during a battlefield setting bit of a stupid thing to do, but she was stubborn, hardheaded, and naive. 
 
Therefore, Diana needs to get out of her head to be a person for others. This war entirely shot her enthusiasm or mood to nothingness, and she can’t deal with many things right now. She sighs at the whole situation, but it’ll probably require something to help her stop feeling like Diana can’t move on through this hell. In terms, Diana looks over to Lucia and sees her sweet smile, and that’s a bright spot in the hell that is EW1. However, Jean starts speaking up and asking about what she’ll be doing at Trebin. It causes her to think about what she’ll respond with, but she hopes they can reach the village sooner than later. These trenches are helluva annoying to traverse, for one thing, and sometimes getting lost is a pain.
 
[color=FFB6C1][b]” Primarily, the Bar, Jean. I do need something to drink to feel slightly warmer than I feel right now.” [/b][/color] Diana responded to his question and felt like he wanted some small talk. She was blunt that she wants to go to the bar besides saying the real reason, but getting a drink and reading her mother’s letter all the way through would be better at a bar. [color=FFB6C1][b]” They are nice. I give that bar something. They do have good employees. I do [i]hope[/i] you have a [i]good relaxed[/i] rest of your [i]day[/i], then.”[/b][/color] How she spoke held a bit of emphasis on hope, good relaxed, and day with her Northern Edinburghian accent.
 
Diana gave Jean some encouraging words to him since he does need it more than others, even more so than her sometimes. It is hard to keep herself from being so twisted by all these horrible events, but she sighs at frequently falling back into her mind. Therefore, she decides to stop thinking and pushing them far in the back of her head for now since it would be hard to read the letter. [color=FFB6C1][b]” Guess you were the one who suggested talking to the Bar Girls? Lucia.” [/b][/color] It felt like the correct thing to ask Lucia since it would seem like something she would suggest because of how sweet she is.
 
Diana sighed in relief when they arrived at Trebin because it feels like an excellent place to be less annoyed at the arrangements of the military. Her eyes brighten up a bit, and her smile was back to how it was before Amone happened, which will probably be a black spot on their military’s history. She would rather not experience some things again, and what happened at Amone would be one of those. She did keep up while walking through Trebin, and she heard shanties, soldiers singing, and other types of music. These songs were delightful, but she needs to get to the bar to get a drink and read her mother’s letter.
 
Therefore, she notices Jean goes towards the south-western part of the village, probably to relax as he said to them earlier. Diana decides to help Lucia’s idea by walking her to a bar that she wants to go to because she wants to talk to Bar girls. Diana enters the bar with Lucia and realizes on small detail, having only enough currency to buy at most three drinks. It had always been that way, and no matter what, there is always a small hitch to her wanting to feel a bit warmer than she has. The weirdest currency had to be cigarettes of all things, but thankfully, she doesn’t smoke them. [color=FFB6C1][b]” Can I have a drink, please? I do need one since it would warm me up a bit.” [/b][/color] She sits at one of the tables at the bar since it would be better to sit at a table instead of at the bar itself. It takes her a small amount of time to take out her mother’s letter and sighs, looking at her mother’s beautiful handwriting. [color=FFB6C1][i]’ Why do I feel so nervous? Where was I? Do I even remember?” [/i][/color] Diana thought to herself. She puts her left hand on her forehead in disappointment in not reading it all the way through when she first got it.