What would really help me is if someone would be willing to help bring me up to speed and god willingly [@Lugubrious] I hope that my two week absence isn't grounds to kick me. Again I was just under too much pressure, but I'd greatly appreciate any help I can get as I intend to do at least one to two post's a week. 

Anyway I'll stop this stream of OOC posts, if anyone wants to talk or something please PM me.